I WANT TO FOCUS ON REALITY!

…even though I’m sick of getting hurt.

I’M FEELING VERY STUPID.
And other feelings.
~ sad.
~ FGHSKALKSD annoyed.
~ emo-ish.
~ Japanese.
~ sick of living.
~ tired listening.
~ done loving. Or not.
~ not sure.
~ want to forget everything about fangirling.
~ then again, I still want to go to Japan.
~ still want to meet Ninomiya Kazunari
~ still willing to unzip Jun Matsumoto’s trousers.
~ wanna go to school but I don’t want to.
~ want to get sick and die.
~ but that should happen after I’ve gone to Japan.
~ wanna be born in another country.
~ be straight.
~ be normal.
~ sing english songs.
~ learn Spanish,Italian and French.
~ stop missing people.
~ jump! to everywhere!!!!!!
~ remember the good and the good after every bad whatever.

Stop feeling even for 10 seconds.

DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT IS TO NOT KNOW YOURSELF JUST AFTER ONE FRIGGIN’ SUMMER?