It was heaven–right smack in the middle of hell.
~New Moon [Stephenie Meyer]

The face, the voice, the scent, everything –it was so much better than drowning.
~New Moon [Stephenie Meyer]

Its a gloomy morning, I wasn’t awake for school, I felt incomplete.
The thought was eating me alive, what am i gonna do the whole day? aside from pretend to be girly-girl, that is.
I wont see my mislabeled friend. What was he thinking? Calling himself the enemy of his kind?

No Rights Granted.
Still, I will break the rules.
What can I do?
You’re stronger than I thought, dammit!

Plain Awesome. YOU.

Stealing Glances.

Wondering if I got caught. ‘Cause I met your gaze when I tried to look your way.
There was nothing to it, just my blood rushing through my face! And my heart beating faster than I can handle.

I was drawn to his dark eyes, serious face and enigmatic demeanour. Compared with the uncouth boys I met at school everyday, he was a delicate, idealised vision of what i thought boys ought to be like.
~My Beatle Mania [Readers' Digest]

Been feeling lost,
can;t find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Next to you… and you next to me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
~Gotta Find You [Joe Jonas]

I AM OVERFLOWING WITH EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW.
and its distracting me from doing my FINAL PLATES due in a week.

I know i can’t but I also can’t keep from trying even a little.

yea, he appreciates me, but that is just as a friend.
he’s perfect.
those sensible conversations, he always knows what he’s talking about
he’s real.
he’s a promising musician.
he’s an artist.
he’s a gentleman.

*I’m starting to regret enumerating the points.*

YOU KNOW YOU WANT YOUR OWN EDWARD CULLEN

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you..” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.’

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

~and now I am wondering if you are like him, but then, even if you aren’t I know you can be amazing in your own different way.

this is so biased..
i love it coz my best Prelim plate is for that subject. HAHA!

i drew a turtle and got a 95 for it. HAHA!

Comprehensive Technique is kinda cool too..
I drew a “zebrapus” [i think you get it, right? its an octopus with a zebras head and skin...]
I got an 88 for it.. my prof said it needed more rendering.. IM SORRY I WAS TOO LAZY TO EVEN PUT A BACKGROUND.

ANATOMY..
well.. I DONT KNOW. HAHA! I HAVE NO IDEA AND I THOUGHT THE PRELIM EXAM WAS HARD.
I NEVER THOUGHT I’D STARE AT JUN’S LIPS FOR SO LOOOOONG IN 3 DIFFERENT ANGLES. I MELTED WHILE DOING MY PLATE.

MDR.
SUCKS. -_-

DAMMIT!@!!!

this is one sad song.

IM STILL MISSING HER TO DEATH
AND I STILL AM HURTING LIKE HELL.

’nuff said. bye.

After that, regret follows: “i should’ve known how it is, I wouldn’t have done that.” ~whatever that is.

Then, we have no choice but to go throught the same consequences. Even if we’ve thought of ways to escape, we can’t. ‘Coz it’s the so-called “karma”.

Remember?

“What goes around… Comes around.” ?

Faith.Love.Sacrifice.

When you’re tired being
alone, you’ll wish to find
someone who’d see you
as his only one; his
imperfect but perfectly
mysterious one.

funny, but sweet. xD

HAHAHAHA! i cant think of words to describe it, im too busy to look for the right words, too. so just enjoy and watch them.
チャイルドマインダーＪＮ-part1
チャイルドマインダーＪＮ-part2
衣装買い取りだな！-アラシちゃん-

jyaa!xD